Name: Elaine .b'dae: 15 Aug . hobbies: singing, playin PIANO and BADMINTON . gender: Gal .
Design uniquely by
CaLiNe
well, wednesday i told granny that my throat itchy, so she gave me some medication from the last visit to the doctor, which was months ago. sebsequently i was okie. on saturday, i lost abit of my voice. they insisted that i was sick and i needed to go and see the doctor but i always replied: "im not sick!"
during breakfast i told mommy that im fine. "NO girl, grandma said that you were sick". oh fine~ so we went to the clinic, got e medication and they r happy. i refuse to take e medicine coz im fine! and now see! i'm fine and they are sick. so the moral of the story: STOP TELLING PEOPLE THAT THEY ARE SICK. COZ YOU'LL PROBABLY BE THE ONE GETTING SICK.
i know they meant well but still. i just dont want to rely on medication. im afraid that i only rely on medication. wouldnt God heal me? yea, He did. what about mommy? is she relying too much on medicine? or did God give her the intelligence to take medication to feel better/get well? this is so confusing!! ahh.. He is beyond comprehension. but whatever happens, i believe that it was planned.
im now trying to get my exam date changed. the letter has been sent in and i pray that it'll be approved. miss tan doesnt want me to have anything on the day of musical. imagine if i were late for e show. "dear ladies and gentlemen, we have a slight delay because our pianist is has not arrived yet". hahaahah..
-ThE EnD-
i'm going to be so dead! i just found out yesterday during piano lesson that my exam is also on 2 Aug!! hows...? zen me ban??!!! miss tan gona kill me too!! ahhh!!!! how i'm i going to cope with two major stuff (wadaver you'll called it) musical and exam, all happening on e same day??!!! NOOOO!!! oh God please help me cope..
i guess i'll just do my best and leave the rest to God. my future is in His hands.
i was just having a girlie talk with aly and we both agreed on somthings. 1) crushes are kinda silly/stupid. after all the fantasy of being bf n gf, the increasing heart beats, all you get is disappointment cos they may not/will not love you back the way you want them to and there will not be a fairytale. my point is, don't waste too much time on crushes. no doubt it is fun to have a crush and talk about them, you'll probably be thinking of them almost all your time. but sometimes, it's hard.. i'm not exactly thinking right now because it's my bed time already. 2) We have great minds. Great minds think alike! x)
Good nites
-ThE EnD-
it feels so good to be back with God. i realised the Word has become very important. just a 2 days without having daily devotion caused my mood to change so much ( becoming irritated easily etc.) i can't put to words how irritated, tired i felt. im typical human-only treasure the things one has after losing it.
sunday's daily bread really touched me. i felt God speaking to me.before that, it seemed that God was so far and no where to be found but actually it was my fault. the verse for that day was Revelations 3:20 "Here I am! I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears my voice and opens the door, I will come in and eat with him, and he with me." Jesus is already standing at the door and knock, yet i thought that He was so far and no where to be found. He is knocking on my door, but what was i doing? i was getting irritated and felt empty. Now i experienced it myself and understand how it feels like to feel empty. I've always heard people saying: "without the Word/God, you will not find joy and will feel empty" and i will just be like "ok.." it's really different when you experience God yourself. it's really different. People around me can tell me lots and lots of things but not have any impact or it's just another head knowledge. Only God's spirit is able to move people.
usually, Rev 3:20 would be used by evangelists, sharing with unbelievers to open their doors, so i thought that explore would talk about us reaching out to our friends etc. but i was wrong! from explore (word for word): "these words are frequently used by evangelists, appealing to unbelievers to open their hearts to Christ. But look again. Jesus is not addressing unbelievers at all, but members of a local church (v14)! Jesus wants to get back inside the lives of Christians who have become 'lukewarm'." i was like.. 0.0 i felt as if the book was written for me, to me! amazing how God speaks isn't it? i thank God for the people who wrote at the Explore sections to share with us.
Open up your doors and let Him in. you'll be amazed by the kind of joy He can give.
-ThE EnD-
i woke up at 730am to get ready to go back school for musical rehearsals. hiayo.. what holiday is this??? still have to go back school. the whole school was so quiet. when i was at the bus stop going to school, people were staring at me, in the green polka dot. they seemed to be thinking, "why is this girl going to school on youth day?"... so irritating. everything.
when i reached home, i was suppose to practice my piano but instead, i took out my electronic drum set or drum pad(wadaver u call it) and got stuck for 2hrs+.. x) i've got some new tips from yeelay (drummer).. heez..
what a boring holiday.. aniways.. dats all folks
-ThE EnD-
Officially :: God's child