Thursday, November 16, 2006

inside out was for 2 days and i've worked at the bookstore/bookfair and the kitchen. Cool man!!! the bookstore was an old swiming pool on e ship which was converted to a book store. so the place where they put the uniforms was in like a underground deck or smthing.. it was dim and had a very steep stair case.. didnt take photo cos i forgot to bring my camera on e first day =( i like e toilet! lol.. the flush was not auto but those u see in titanic. looks alittle like those in the kampong. the availibility of the cubicle is not shown with colours:red or green but shown as "Libero" or "Occupated" (did i spell it correctly?? oh wells). i love it!! food on board is also good and different. sliced cheese, some meat idonno wad that is oso sliced and bread and salad and etc.. not somthing dat u get everyday in singapore.. on board, the feeling is totally different. you see ang mohs but they are not neccesarily from e states or london etc they ccould be from Finland, Switzeland, or even S. Africa. cool~ then when i see Asians, i keep thinking that they are from Singapore but their name tag tells it all. it's nice.. a different feeling..

on e second day we went to an "underground church". it was different frm the one in CF camp. this one was scary and quite real. they really lock ya up in a room and start questioning your faith. a batten is used to instill fear in us. Leign frm S. Africa is really good at acting. then i was kinda scared at a certain point when we were in the room where we see our fellow inside out frens get pull out, not knowing where they were going. this was fake, so of course not one gets killed in the process. but as i sat there thinking. " what if these were real??:" wad would my response be??? will i really speak up or just shut up and stay out of anything that i could. im i really willing to die for Christ?? i would want to cos i know that He is preparing a place for me in heaven. but i wouldnt wanna go throught the pain and agony. mayb not yet. when she questioned about my faith, she asked, "Where is your so called god is now? ask him to come and save you!!"although she did not ask me alone, but in a group i was kinda lost for words.. i know He's here with us.. but will i still think, believe and say the same thing when im in a real situation whereby difference in life or death is only as thin as a strand of hair. any wrong move or word spoken could mean death. it's scary.. i pray for a death that isnt painful..


Me WhIsPeReD OuT @ 9:44 PM

-ThE EnD-