Friday, November 03, 2006
i went for dinner with some of e youths, looking forward to a great time of fellowship. yea, it was. at first.. but subsequently after dinner i started feeling like out of place cos mag n cheryl r always toking about their boi when they talk alone but i got no boi to talk abt so i didnt wanna join their conversation. den e boys r babarians. haiyo boxing each other in the train.-.-
i cant seem to click with them.. i mean like sometimes yar~ i do have fun with them.. but i dunno.. it's just different.. wad's e problem??? it's not like i just knew them or somthing.. i've already known them for years!! den aft we arrive at church, i didnt feel like talking.. so i basically stoned most of e time..
will i ever change church..? like rachel.. but her's is different. she has been called to go coos, not that she cant click with us~ i miss her..=( i click best with her.. when she still with us is like.. cheryl and mag den rachel and elaine.. now elaine's a loner.. =( hiaz.. wad's problem???!! we lack girls!! lol.. x) or mayb i lack sisterly love, like what i get in schl.. i dunno..
oh wells.. i know im put here for a reason and just pray that i wiill have e strength to carry on.. i think im e only abnormal one who has tis kind of problem.. =P
Me WhIsPeReD OuT @ 11:46 PM
-ThE EnD-