Name: Elaine .b'dae: 15 Aug . hobbies: singing, playin PIANO and BADMINTON . gender: Gal .
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i went for MTV today!! i hope e steps can fit into schakels!!dint go for Calvary's concert.. pray for the salvation of the lost and that all will hab a personal encounter wif God!!i hope everything went well! =)
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next time if u dont wanna go dont even mention it!@!!!! arh@!!!!! im pissed.. i dont wanna go home den u say go hab coffee opposite.. u parked e car brother wanna go home, daddy say go den give dady e keys oso cannot.. den say dont go ARGH@Q!!!! i feel like taking my shoes and run e estate!!!! irritating!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i need vent my irritation somewhree!!!! mayb chocolates will help.. but it's fattening.. who cares..
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ahhh shoots!! i called cheryl's house, asking for cam.. haha .. blurr.. i guess i miss cam..xP
cam!!!! put ur phone properly!!! some more handphone not working!! ahh~
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AHHH!!! im doing my theory homework: composition!!! so tedious.. my brains r gonna crack! well at least im home.. it's rare that i've got no where to go.. it's nice to stay at home.. =) ive been so busy. going to schl almost everyday waking up super early..
yay! for oneUp outing we're gonna go sentosa for cycling, mayb play at e beach den go for a movie, hab dinner and go for CBC's concert together!! im e only one gg from HBC.. rach habing exams soon, mag got PW meeting and boris.. oh wells.. he doesnt wanna go.. nvm. i'll represent all of ya!! lol.. =P
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last night i was just asking God if i should go and help out with the prom night or not since beat is not in town. WOmanpower is needed in such an event. XP if i do help, means that i cant play bmt cos i'll hab to be at sheratons..
then i read e daily devotions for dat day which sunday. Ezekiel 34:11-... in explore it further explained that God will condemn those stronger sheeps who do not help the weaker ones.. in response, it suggested that we write down a list of ways whereby we can help e others.. therefore, in conclusion, i'll go help with prom deco.. sorry folks! bmt some other day ks!
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haha.. im doing some hydrating mask. lol. i had a weird dream last night.
i was on some unknown mission trip alone with two other experienced missionary, a lady and a guy, whom i just met. we went to a cafe for lunch and we sat at a table for 4. the lady sat on my left and the guy sat infront of me. the seat beside was empty, as if someone else was coming.. so out of curiosity, i asked e guy who we were waiting for. he just answer: Jesus.
0.0 i was shocked, rather scared. in my mind i was thinking: "oh my! Jesus is coming??? coming in human form or as a ghost???" my question was answered not long after. suddenly, there was a super, super, extra bright light on e chair and i just turned to my right to avoid the rays. i tried to peek but the light was too bright. suddenly, like any typical dream, the scene changed. i was alone, ithink, with the bright light, singing praises..
kinda weird.. i wonder if God is telling me anything..
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inside out was for 2 days and i've worked at the bookstore/bookfair and the kitchen. Cool man!!! the bookstore was an old swiming pool on e ship which was converted to a book store. so the place where they put the uniforms was in like a underground deck or smthing.. it was dim and had a very steep stair case.. didnt take photo cos i forgot to bring my camera on e first day =( i like e toilet! lol.. the flush was not auto but those u see in titanic. looks alittle like those in the kampong.
the availibility of the cubicle is not shown with colours:red or green but shown as "Libero" or "Occupated" (did i spell it correctly?? oh wells). i love it!! food on board is also good and different. sliced cheese, some meat idonno wad that is oso sliced and bread and salad and etc.. not somthing dat u get everyday in singapore.. on board, the feeling is totally different. you see ang mohs but they are not neccesarily from e states or london etc they ccould be from Finland, Switzeland, or even S. Africa. cool~ then when i see Asians, i keep thinking that they are from Singapore but their name tag tells it all. it's nice.. a different feeling..on e second day we went to an "underground church". it was different frm the one in CF camp. this one was scary and quite real. they really lock ya up in a room and start questioning your faith. a batten is used to instill fear in us. Leign frm S. Africa is really good at acting. then i was kinda scared at a certain point when we were in the room where we see our fellow inside out frens get pull out, not knowing where they were going. this was fake, so of course not one gets killed in the process. but as i sat there thinking. " what if these were real??:" wad would my response be??? will i really speak up or just shut up and stay out of anything that i could. im i really willing to die for Christ?? i would want to cos i know that He is preparing a place for me in heaven. but i wouldnt wanna go throught the pain and agony. mayb not yet. when she questioned about my faith, she asked, "Where is your so called god is now? ask him to come and save you!!"although she did not ask me alone, but in a group i was kinda lost for words.. i know He's here with us.. but will i still think, believe and say the same thing when im in a real situation whereby difference in life or death is only as thin as a strand of hair. any wrong move or word spoken could mean death. it's scary.. i pray for a death that isnt painful..
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grandma as in mommy's mommy won a photo shoot plus make over in a tally match so mommy made an appointment for today. so she decided that we should take a 3 gen shot. yay!! which mean dat i oso can take lor! gonna take more cos mommy got e package.. yippee!!!
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so sad.. it rained today so we didnt get to go on e guided tour on the ship =( we also had problems boarding the ship cos of the rain. i thought that it'll be sheltered all the way but nah.. although there were umbrellas i still got drenched. the umbrellas were too small. there was a 15 min intro and after that was free and easy till 415/
as much as we wanna God we cant unless we let Him fill us with His love first. We all have nothing but God is love. ytd during cell, we were just toking abt the phrase ppl always say" love is blind". love is NOT blind, cos God IS love. =) cool.. ytd just talking abt "God is love" and today some guy on doulos shared abt e same thing. not even 20 hrs ago.. haha
because of e rain, no guided tour, so stayed in the book store.. i bought a cd and mommy bought three books. btw my mom went.. haha! aft awhile, we got bored and when to vivio city. Finnally!! VIVIO!! ytd all dont wanna go.. =(.. nvm.. hmmph.. =P
bought a dress from fashion city.. lubs it!! durh~ if not y i buy.. finally got to go pull and bear.. aly's been toking about it.. but she meant the one in taka. vivo has one too!! i wanted e brown razer but no more s.. e lady said that i could ttry e branch in taka.. but ohwells.. nvm.. my dress is nice.. =)
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i think i've watched too much of goong. last night, or rather this morning, i dreamt that i was e Crown Princess.. haha.. and the prince and all the other characters were pretty much e same. so in my dream, i was having some buffet lunch the CrownPrince together with my church friends(including e adults). in e beginning of the drama, the Princess wanna get to know the prince better or likes to stick with him. but the prince would kinda like avoid her. similarly, i, the Crown Princess, wanted to sit with the prince but he delibrately sat two seats away.. in the end i sat with aunte audrey.. haha.. ohoh.. one more thing.. before the lunch on the way there, i saw Lu following me but i just ignored him.. haha. after lunch, i went down one of the many escalators there were. on my way down, i saw the king and the queen dressed up for a wedding dinner going down another escalator on my right, and the queen mother on my left. at the end of the escalator that i was on, i met the secretary and asked where the Crown Prince was. i was told that he was in some shop. because i wanna find out what he's doing, so i went to this particular shop that he was in, instead of the usual shop that i go to. the crown prince was trying on some suit for e dinner and i found somthing matching. tried it on and saw my reflection. it was den that i found out that my face wasnt my face but caijing's face!!! ahahaha.. den i was woken up by daddy.. -.-
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bmt today rocks man!! haha. playing with two full courts. haha.. funny~ sat at e coffee shop for more than 1 hr!!! cheryl got hearing probs.. haha..
i realised one thing about meself. i can go anywhere alone like go get e prom materials alone, go bukit timah plaza just to check out e price of e guestbook alone but i can never kill time alone.. nearly die man... lol.. aft lunch i wanted to go aly's hse but she had dance.. so i just took 64 and go down to her hse hoping dat she'll call me in time.. if not i'll just go home.. anyway on e way mah.. so in e end i didnt go aly's hse.. i dropped off at redhill n went dhouby gaut cos i felt like eating auntie annie's!!! now im back and going!! -going for dinner wid e youths!!!
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i finally got e dvd and now i can take my own sweet time to watch. rather than to rush home everyday and be late for cell every friday just to watch Goong..x) lu( as in kim jeong hoon, not lulu) and caijing are super cute!!! there was this episode where lu went to look for caijing in the palace, she sort of like reprimanded lu saying that her status was higher than his and that he should not talk to her in certain manner etc etc.. den lu was almost tearing. his eyes were.. awww~ so sad.. i wanna give him a hug.. xP lol!!!
just when u think it hurts alot to see the one u like, like someone else... it hurts alot alot lots more to see the one you like get hurt, because of the someone he likes..
oh wells.. everything happens for a reason/purpose.. jer. 29:11.. hold on to GOD!!! yeababy~ haha..
"the tide is high but im holding on.. im gonna b your number one.. im not the kinda girl who gives up just like dat~""
haha.. ohwells.. wadaver.. there's more to life..
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i think im gonna fall sick soon.. my nose and ears are blocked and my throat hurts!! legs are aching too.. i think it's from the dance prac.. Finally we had our first official dance prac! yay! hungryhungry.. byes.. gonna eat my gyoza now!!
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I was walking down the street one day
Then I saw you I didn't know what to say
You're eyes were shining
You're smile was so kind
When I saw you I wanted you to be mine
Maybe I don't have the blonde hair you like
Or maybe I don't have eyes like the sky
And I'm not sure if I'm the girl in your dreams
But I can show you what love means
One day you came and talked to me
And you said we are meant to be
I was happy, everything was so nice
But then I found out that everything was a lie
Maybe I don't have the blonde hair you like
Or maybe I don't have eyes like the sky
And I'm not sure if I'm the girl in your dreams
But I can show you what love means
[BRIDGE]
How could you do this to me
You said we are meant to be
You showed me how to cry
When you told me everything was a lie
Maybe I don't have the blonde hair you like
Or maybe I don't have eyes like the sky
And I'm not sure if I'm the girl in your dreams
But I can show you what love means
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i went for dinner with some of e youths, looking forward to a great time of fellowship. yea, it was. at first.. but subsequently after dinner i started feeling like out of place cos mag n cheryl r always toking about their boi when they talk alone but i got no boi to talk abt so i didnt wanna join their conversation. den e boys r babarians. haiyo boxing each other in the train.-.-
i cant seem to click with them.. i mean like sometimes yar~ i do have fun with them.. but i dunno.. it's just different.. wad's e problem??? it's not like i just knew them or somthing.. i've already known them for years!! den aft we arrive at church, i didnt feel like talking.. so i basically stoned most of e time..
will i ever change church..? like rachel.. but her's is different. she has been called to go coos, not that she cant click with us~ i miss her..=( i click best with her.. when she still with us is like.. cheryl and mag den rachel and elaine.. now elaine's a loner.. =( hiaz.. wad's problem???!! we lack girls!! lol.. x) or mayb i lack sisterly love, like what i get in schl.. i dunno..
oh wells.. i know im put here for a reason and just pray that i wiill have e strength to carry on.. i think im e only abnormal one who has tis kind of problem.. =P
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ever tasted grapes with onions??? haha. grandma gave me a plate of grapes and it tastes like onion cos she cut onions just before she cut the grapes! haha. oh wells, interesting taste tho..
victoria cheated my feelings!!! ahh.. im not stupid!!! i've got lu and aly tricked tho .. it's fun man!!! hahaha..
Today, we choreographed only e intro but considered quite alot liao.. yup.. yay! Take the shackles off my feet so I can dance
I just wanna praise you~~
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yay! i did another round of honey cornflakes and it was sucessful! YES! this time the cornflakes stick and it's not too sweet! today i was at Daiso [always $2] in PS before my piano lesson. i saw this reign deer hair band. it's so cute!!! i wanted to buy one for faith, rae and bel. but ohh.. so sad.. i got not enough money. there was only 1 two dollar note in my wallet. oh wells, i guess i gotta wait till the next time when i got money then can buy. =(
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Officially :: God's child